Cancer
(June 22-July 22)
Feeling slightly on edge? That's fine -- everyone is prone to having one of those days. Be fair, though, and let your nearest and dearest in on your mood so they don't unexpectedly say or do something that makes your teeth grind.

my horoscopes wrong again. Ive actually been feeling good today. No drama or none of that shit. not really anyway.

haha *hes* in one of my classes right, and yesterday i was being such a bitch and calling him little dick and i thought that for sure he would never talk to me again, but today when the bell rang to go to 3rd block, he slipped me a note that said:

"Why don't you call me sometime? -----" and he had his number by it. Oh yeah..maybe at the dance next weekend..who knows?

April HAHA omg she told me that Travis was going over to her house this weekend. right. hes got a girlfriend, hon. plus he lives im sumter and she lives in summerton and he told  me that he didnt like her all that much cuz she was kinda weird. right.

Now people lovin' me and hatin' me, treatin me ungreatfully,
But not knowin' that they aint makin' or breakin' me
My life, I live it to the limit and I love it
Now I can breathe again baby now I can breathe again
Now people screaming "what the deal with you and so-and-so?"
I tell 'em niggas mind their biz but they dont hear me though
Cuz I live life to the limit and I love it
Now I can b r e a t h e again, baby now I can breathe again

-Jennifer Lopez

Jenny From The Block has never been so right.

Ashton: Damn our stupid love triangles!

this is my new favorite song...

You never looked so good
As you did last night
Underneath those city lights
There walking with your friend
Laughing at the moon
I swear you looked right through me
But i'm still living with your goodbye
And you're just going on with your life

[chorus]
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

You, i hear you're doing fine
Seems like you're doing well
As far as i can tell
Time is leaving us behind
Another week has passed
And still i haven't laughed yet
So tell me what your secret is
To letting go like you did, like you did

[chorus]

Did you forget the magic
Did you forget the passion
Did you ever miss me
Ever long to kiss me

[chorus]

You, you never looked so good

Cancer
(June 22-July 22)
You won't have a break in the emotional action just yet. You're focusing on how things feel and on what might actually be fun. You're totally spontaneous. Don't change your mind; you need this

Cancer
(June 22-July 22)
Still ready, willing and able to tell everyone exactly how you feel? Good -- especially since you'll be feeling just fine. Optimism, happiness and pleasant memories are all yours. Smile; you've earned this moment in time.

omg yeah my horoscope is so right today. like lately ive just been wanting to tell EVERYBODY about everything despite he or she was. i need to stop myself before i say the wrong secret to a wrong person...i have been pretty happy lately.

oh and yeah about hottie...ive finally admitted to myself that i like him. i had to stop myself before because i was afraid of rejection but OMG...well he pinched my butt when i saw him and was being really flirty. oh my gah hes so unbearably hott.

yeah sometime in december for spanish we are going to watch the play "Don Quioxte" or something like that and after we are all going to mariachis.. i think thats the only thing i like about mrs. robinsons class.

i saw lewis yesterday  ooh he makes me smile. i know i know i know...im like stuck between two guys but with lewis i know for a fact that something good could happen between us and that we could go out and he wouldnt be all embarrased around me like "Dollhouse" is (thats his nickname..dont ask i wont tell) and with lewis its more than just making out and having the idea of having a guy..but with Doll house its more of lust than like i guess i could say. not like sexual lust but like the kind of lust you have when you cant have something..u know like "you want what you cant have?" yeah and with him i dont think i could ever date him. he doesnt seem like the kind of guy that would strike me as "boyfriend material" if anything hes more of like "friends with benefits " material..and i m perfectly happy with that. :D

lewis lewis lewis. at school when i know that Dollhouse is somewhere in the buliding cant stop thinking about him ya know but yesterday when i was with lewis Dollhouse never crossed my mind.

ha at catfest i was with lewis and dollhouse had seen us walking around holding hands and stuff and dancing to YMCA and the electric slide and just flirting and having a good time right..well like 3 days after that i was outside during SAT math in St.Judes (lol) class and chris s, swain, and dollhouse were all out there and that was the day before Dollhouse had wanted to "hangout" (ashton u know what im talking about) and well chris had brought lewis up cuz he was like "you didnt even talk to me u were too busy making out with that guy." and dollhouse was like "WHAT? was that that retard u were walking around with?" and i was like "yeah and hes not a retard, shutup." then he shrugged and didnt say anything until i left. and so the next day when we were "hanging out" he was like "what was his name and i was like "lewis." and he kinda makes a face and is like "i dont like him. i just dont." so im like yeah okay whatever man.

ahhh guys should not be allowed to be that hott.

I <3 my ashton effler.

yeah be jealous bitches cuz u arent as short as me and my christina nelson. yeah were in a band called "shortyz" yeah. uh huh. our cd comes out in january. our first single is gonna be Shorty MC's. yeah peace out homie.                                                        

ahh today was pretty uneventful..kinda boring till last block.

ahh hottie wasnt at school today..probably skipped. i wish i could have skipped with him. <3?

Cancer
(June 22-July 22)
You're finally ready to make a decision -- a great big one about one of the major issues in life. So when someone dares to ask if you're really sure, be patient. They don't know how long you've been sitting on this.

what in the world is my horoscope talking bout? they straight tripping dawg! i really dont have any "major" decisions in my life. not really anyways, and i sure as hell havent made up my mind. whatever.

haha so yeah im a boinker not an oinker. haha its and inside joke..dont you wish you knew. ha u dont, cuz ur not cool like that.

so yeah Joseph called me again yesterday.. he made me tell him why i was at the parking lot and i told him and he got sooo jealous like it wasnt even funny. it was crazy. so then he was like "i still care about you, thats why i called u the other day cuz i wanted to get together with you." i just didnt have the heart to tell him that ive found someone new and that i dont like him like that anymore.

so yeah he might be dropping out and going to some adult school or something like that. well, yeah. not stopping him there. hes 18 for crying out loud. if he was to stay in highschool then hed graduate when hes like 19. so yeah, i would totally go to adult school if i was him.

OMG hes so hott its CRAZY. it should be  illegal to be that sexy. mmmm...yes well cant wait to see him tomorrow. <3?

by the way...i heard that A LOT of the freshman girls and guys are GETTING IT DONE..if u know what i mean. hmm and i thought some of the people (including me) were bad. tsk tsk..imagine when they become seniors. (WOOHOO Class of 2008, bitch!) tsk tsk. repent or burn in hell sinner. and i also heard that they are major fans of "friends with benefits.." hmm amen.